The time has finally arrived. After a little more than 2 years, I’m finally running an in-person game. With people. (Or highly advanced robots, still haven’t ruled that out yet.)
Nothing wild or gritty. We’re starting up an adventure for my Ironbound: Guardians of Novala game and half of the group is from one of my long time groups. It’ll be a more light-hearted escapade of Novallan witches who discover a plot by the Apothecary to destroy the sacred Elder Tree. Lots of reasons why this should be nothing but fun.
But I’m shitting bricks at the moment. (By the way, do NOT google how to stop shitting bricks. Or at least keep your safe search on.) For the past two years, my only option has been play-by-post games or emailing out material for others to playtest and waiting to hear the results as if I sent away a home pregnancy test.
I feel like I’m about to go on tour, but instead of warming up new material in small clubs we’re just going straight to Carnegie Hall for three straight nights. Major performance anxiety going on here. Which, ironically enough, feels good. But I also know it’s mixed in with good ole fashioned social anxiety - going outside and mingling with people. Or highly advanced robots, once again unverified.
So I guess I’m just looking for some words of encouragement football coach style. Or confirmation this is normal, you got this, rah rah rah, cue the marching band. Or a slap to the face or a paper bag or something.